![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Sep. 1st, 2023 08:39 am so Wed I got 3 hours of sleep and drove 48 miles in almost 5 hours just taking Ariel to the hospital, pharmacy and chemo.
she was actually pretty alert so we stopped for tacos. very weird vibe though--the restaurant kicked a few people out for trying to use the restroom without being paying customers. but then they let tunnel people sit in the lobby. turns out, if they sit quietly the kitchen staff will bring them cups of water when there are no customers in line.
I mean it works but I feel like this situation is out of hand. we have to do something to help these people!!!
I finally got home at 6pm and went straight tf to bed.
I slept 9 glorious hours. fitbit verified lol. I really thought it was 11. my perceptions are so skewed. so I was feeling great, had a loooooong but solid day at the office. tg TG I went ahead and ran checks yesterday, because today I feel TERRIBLE.
I think I have a touch of food poisoning. but also, I had stopped and ordered a cold brew coffee at Wendy's. it took forever, they were training someone. I was really impressed with the food and shocked that the coffee was so strong. usually fast food coffee is too sweet and this was almost bitter. I LOVED it.
well.
I am thinking now that they made it wrong, with concentrate. so even tho I occasionally have a fully caffeinated coffee, this might have been a big cup of pure concentrate. ugh.
I was nauseous all night and slept like le crap. I am taking it super easy rn but still feel WEIRD and then I saw my bp was 78, then skyrocketed to 130. it went back down pretty fast but super weird. I HATE IT HERE lol
hoping I recover fast. ain't got no time for this! I was able to send out the sunday school schedule for the next couple weeks but unfortunately I'm teaching. and I need to work on the UU grants and def put in a little effort at my main job.
it's a hellscape outside--there is literally a sinkhole a block from me. looks like a mini niagara falls. cars floating in several parts of town. the backyard was clear of all furniture and cushions--looks like everything is in one corner but mostly there. other coworkers stuff ended up in neighbor's yards.
this is what we expected from the hurricane last week!
so my plan is to sit tight, get some extra naps in, drink all my diet Sprite and ramen broth and hope this passes quick.
im super cranky i think. i got really upset because my friend posted that his son was starting homeschool today. uh, he has severe special needs AND his dad totally lost his shit trying to get the kid ready to go to the park. but somehow he is going to find the patience to teach??? like if special ed was so easy you wouldn't need a master's degree and all kinds of training to do it.
like I know Rhaye has mental health issues, and ur kid has autism but none of that excuses how he blew up on him. and there was this weird weird lengthy thing where he taunted him about needing a diaper change. it was inappropriate, uncomfy and messed up. like I need to freaking just stop interacting with people like this. Thinking about Lucretia for sure.
and now another friend is going to a conference in DC and asked how to use the metro to get from the airport to hotel because she lives in a place with shitty public transportation.
i was gonna be nice, and then I wasn't. Vegas could improve of course, but they have excellent transportation and I told her if she thinks it's shitty don't move. cuz then she will find out.
but also there's 2 major airports in DC and google maps tells you how to navigate. what this tells me is she either is an iphone user and or never uses public transport. in fact im sure of it because when she was moaning about not having a car I told her to take the bus and she acted like it was beneath her.
I only use the bus a few times a year but I follow the RTC blog and at least we have an app, can pay with our phones etc.
again this is a me problem and I shouldn't be interacting with their dumbass posts so they can keep a good opinion of me lol.
but im embarassed for the both of them.
ok im already feeling more human! gonna lay down a bit anyway. seriously, I was feeling so bad earlier that I unlocked my door in case paramedics had to come. still feel off, but the ramen and sprite were restorative.
again im not a medical professional. we gotta leave room for professional advice in our lives.
let me go lie down before I get in trouble. I'm hoping I can get up later and do laundry and take MJ for a walk. I might just order grocery delivery too.
she was actually pretty alert so we stopped for tacos. very weird vibe though--the restaurant kicked a few people out for trying to use the restroom without being paying customers. but then they let tunnel people sit in the lobby. turns out, if they sit quietly the kitchen staff will bring them cups of water when there are no customers in line.
I mean it works but I feel like this situation is out of hand. we have to do something to help these people!!!
I finally got home at 6pm and went straight tf to bed.
I slept 9 glorious hours. fitbit verified lol. I really thought it was 11. my perceptions are so skewed. so I was feeling great, had a loooooong but solid day at the office. tg TG I went ahead and ran checks yesterday, because today I feel TERRIBLE.
I think I have a touch of food poisoning. but also, I had stopped and ordered a cold brew coffee at Wendy's. it took forever, they were training someone. I was really impressed with the food and shocked that the coffee was so strong. usually fast food coffee is too sweet and this was almost bitter. I LOVED it.
well.
I am thinking now that they made it wrong, with concentrate. so even tho I occasionally have a fully caffeinated coffee, this might have been a big cup of pure concentrate. ugh.
I was nauseous all night and slept like le crap. I am taking it super easy rn but still feel WEIRD and then I saw my bp was 78, then skyrocketed to 130. it went back down pretty fast but super weird. I HATE IT HERE lol
hoping I recover fast. ain't got no time for this! I was able to send out the sunday school schedule for the next couple weeks but unfortunately I'm teaching. and I need to work on the UU grants and def put in a little effort at my main job.
it's a hellscape outside--there is literally a sinkhole a block from me. looks like a mini niagara falls. cars floating in several parts of town. the backyard was clear of all furniture and cushions--looks like everything is in one corner but mostly there. other coworkers stuff ended up in neighbor's yards.
this is what we expected from the hurricane last week!
so my plan is to sit tight, get some extra naps in, drink all my diet Sprite and ramen broth and hope this passes quick.
im super cranky i think. i got really upset because my friend posted that his son was starting homeschool today. uh, he has severe special needs AND his dad totally lost his shit trying to get the kid ready to go to the park. but somehow he is going to find the patience to teach??? like if special ed was so easy you wouldn't need a master's degree and all kinds of training to do it.
like I know Rhaye has mental health issues, and ur kid has autism but none of that excuses how he blew up on him. and there was this weird weird lengthy thing where he taunted him about needing a diaper change. it was inappropriate, uncomfy and messed up. like I need to freaking just stop interacting with people like this. Thinking about Lucretia for sure.
and now another friend is going to a conference in DC and asked how to use the metro to get from the airport to hotel because she lives in a place with shitty public transportation.
i was gonna be nice, and then I wasn't. Vegas could improve of course, but they have excellent transportation and I told her if she thinks it's shitty don't move. cuz then she will find out.
but also there's 2 major airports in DC and google maps tells you how to navigate. what this tells me is she either is an iphone user and or never uses public transport. in fact im sure of it because when she was moaning about not having a car I told her to take the bus and she acted like it was beneath her.
I only use the bus a few times a year but I follow the RTC blog and at least we have an app, can pay with our phones etc.
again this is a me problem and I shouldn't be interacting with their dumbass posts so they can keep a good opinion of me lol.
but im embarassed for the both of them.
ok im already feeling more human! gonna lay down a bit anyway. seriously, I was feeling so bad earlier that I unlocked my door in case paramedics had to come. still feel off, but the ramen and sprite were restorative.
again im not a medical professional. we gotta leave room for professional advice in our lives.
let me go lie down before I get in trouble. I'm hoping I can get up later and do laundry and take MJ for a walk. I might just order grocery delivery too.
